Tuesday, 5 October 2010

just for a second I stopped breathing

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A couple of weeks ago I picked up my old Lomo camera and realised that there was a film inside which I had forgotten about. So I took some pictures on the hill, then waited impatiently for the drug store to reveal the secrets of those forgotten photographs. It was raining when I looked at them for the first time, standing on the corner of two miserable, ugly streets.
Most of the pictures were taken exactly a year ago, September 2009. Looking at them made me feel ill, dizzy, angry, and more than anything, sad. I'd forgotten what it had been like: visiting tiny villages in Lower Austria, walking round Stockholm.
No more words. I can't stop listening to this song.

7 comments:

  1. There’s something about old photos from bygone times that hits you right in the heart even if they don’t have emotional subjects ... when they do, it’s even worse. I feel with you, even if it doesn’t do any good. :(

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  2. as long as you don't feel like me, all is well :)

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  3. i looked at these pictures while at school, and they got stuck in my head. usually they say a lyric from a song or a tune gets stuck in your head and it wouldn t leave until you listen to the song again, but here i am, a living testimony of the fact that, yes, pictures do get stuck in your head:) So, after i got home i had to see them again, and go on with my life. I think they have that" je ne sais quoi?"(yes, i googled it:) that i would like to have but i don t know how to get it.anyways, have a nice day:)

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  4. oh, that's really nice! I often have images or phrases or words stuck in my head, so I can relate.
    But the charm of these pictures is quite simply that they've been taken with a peculiar camera in a wonderful city with nice light. Nothing tricky or special about that.

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  5. Today I've had (a) one line of a Burt Bacharach song and (b) the word 'substrate' stuck in my head. To the extent that I said to myself earlier 'I don't think this black rye bread makes a very good substrate for cheese on toast'.

    A bit trivial compared to the other comments here, but I felt the urge to share. Perhaps you can have an urge 'stuck in your head', too?

    Follow-up: it turned out I was wrong. It was (formed?) an excellent substrate.

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  6. Brian, thanks for sharing, you made me laugh - "substrate" is a great word!
    And I'm pretty sure that it's impossible to get rid of an urge once you have it.

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